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[08 Jun 2003|09:33am] |
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It allllllways happens... Well this time some of our computers got the trojan back door virus. I'm not even supposed to be on right now but I had to say something. Sorry to ya Vess, I'll try to be on yahoo as soon as I can...also I have been signed up to take care of my sister after her baby is born, so even IF the freakin' comp's get fixed I'll likely be gone for a while.
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[09 May 2003|11:58am] |
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 83.3%
Never taken out of the packaging | 61.8% | | Shamelessness | 92.9%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 77.1% | | Sex Drive | 94.7%
The Pope is envious | 75.2% | | Straightness | 87.5%
Just go fuck something, okay? | 40.7% | | Gayness | 69.6%
Had that experience at camp | 79.9% |
| Fucking Sick | 98.2%
Refreshingly normal | 88.1% |
You are 86.7% pure
Average Score: 69.8%
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Errrrrrrrrr kay....
~WATER~ Easy going wolves. They just go with the
flow and take what life throws at them. They
usually have their heads in the clouds and
think up strange ideas and radical stories.
Great at babysitting pups as they pretty much
are one themselves, no matter what the age.
What Wolf Element Are You? {Now with Pictures}
brought to you by Quizilla
^.^ that's me I guess...
Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.
What color do you see the world in?
brought to you by Quizilla
*blink, blink* suppose that's right...
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| I hate you computers... |
[09 May 2003|11:06am] |
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Hey...finnaly back after the millionth or so comp problem since this year began. -.- Anyhow I am sorry if I worried anyone and I missed everybody.
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[08 Mar 2003|08:20pm] |
Even though there are only 3 or less people out there to answer this, heres something to fill out in comment.
I _____ Arashi.
Arashi is _____.
If I were alone in a room with Arashi, I would _____.
I think Arashi should _____.
Arashi needs _____.
I want to _____ Arashi.
Someday Arashi will _____.
Arashi reminds me of _____.
Without Arashi... _____.
Memories of Arashi are _____.
Arashi can be _____.
Worst thing about Arashi is _____.
Best thing about Arashi is _____.
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[05 Mar 2003|01:50am] |
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What Princess Mononoke Character Are You?
Whooohooo! I almost love Ashitaka as much as Hiei or Piccolo ^.^ He's one of those people that's a CLOSE run in for second place after them. ^.^
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| copy of rant from Pecan Pie... |
[02 Mar 2003|03:48pm] |
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It seems as though life in the computer world really has it out for me... First of all AIM and Yahoo have been mucking around with me. Second of all dad keeps running some damned program that basically cleans away ALL saved internet stuff including passwords and some how my favorites kept dissapearing too. Also I have been cut off from using my comp on-line because IDIOTS can't think to use THE DAMNED CELL PHONE NUMBER. Do they think they got those so they could gather dust, eh?! Hence I am forced to use this fucked up comp for my interneting once again and I am back to having to keep the stuff I download to a minimum so my stupid father doesn't start whining unnessacarily! Oyi...anyway I just got back from some time of dealing with a neighbor's funeral, trying to find all my page links, fighting the whole 'incorrect password' junk, AIM messing up, and general cut back to the old schedual. -.-
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| ood coniky dink indeeeeeedydo |
[17 Feb 2003|03:30am] |
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well I was messing around in the tmnt mush while trying to figure out how to fix my character to the admin's liking. She was rejected because of a few minor maters and the fact that they think insanity could become twinkish...what happened to thier line about trusting? Ehhh no hard feelings anyway... but to get to the point... I was messing and the Leonardo said I should take an FC(non-original character) for my first character. After a little bit of checking out FC's they noticed Mike was (surprisingly) unclaimed and asked me to take the roll. Another player agreed and such.
Feeling I probably wouldn't do well I declined, but I changed my mind. They need a Mike and I need an FC for experince gathering type purposes, and I can put my OC to the side for a while. So whilst I tried to find some good info on Mike I learned some comic info I'd never heard before (such as the fact he is an attempted author in mirage and an acomplished author in image). The finnal straw was this test I found...would ya just look at THOSE results.
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I'm
the fun-loving and humorous one of the bunch. But, I'm much
more than just a barrel of laughs. I'd be the most human of
all mutants. I'm a trusting, good-natured person who would
do anything to help my family, friends and anyone who may
be in trouble. Oh yeah, I like pizza too!
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and all this time I was thinking I was a less brainier Don O.o
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| seems we all had wierd dreams lately |
[16 Feb 2003|09:13pm] |
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I was COMPLEATLY wiped out to day because aunt flow came. I slept from 5 something am untill 5 something pm. Surpisingly no one bugged me 'cept for dad wanting to use the phone cord at one and mom asking if I was alright at two. Anyhoo after I fell asleep at two my dream happened.
Was walking in the woods with some strange kids at first and I forgot what happened there, but later we were riding in a car and the rode broke but we managed to get across it anyway. THEN we went to play at some game place that was like some sort of super virtual reality. With the super virtual reality thingy we walked into some sort of volcano that had a hole in one side. The boy of the two kids got some sort of box and then we left the game and the place we were playing it at to go home. After we went home we were playing outside. I said something to the boy. In return he said something that revealed I was living in the house with them and thier mother. After a little bit the mother called and we entered, but no one was there. Everyone else seemed to dissappear too after I looked around for a while. I started hearing sounds after some time and it was scaring me somehow so I started running. I called 911 at some point and continued running around even though there was never anything but the sounds. The little boy finnaly caught up to me ans asked if I thought he was going to hurt me. I said I didn't know and he told me not to be silly. Then he summoned this HUGE german shepard, but it just rubbed up against me all friendly like. Then the boy opened all the windows at once to reveal tons of police type people ripped and thrown all over the place. He just said something about the house being sound proofed, smirked, and left. After all that I was in some garden with the girl, mother, and these wierd creatures and one messed up. The boy yelled something and I fixed it. That was it.
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| Well fuck you too |
[11 Feb 2003|10:09pm] |
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I stand up for someone and then they turn around and tell me to go to hell. Well fuck...you know who you are (and no you isn't Vess or Christina). I've done nothing but been nice to this person for the full five years I've known her. I do things for her all of the time really, and I usualy don't stand up for people as much as I'd like to. Someone else does shit for her and she says "it's nice to know someone thinks about me" I do stuff for her she doesn't so much as even think me, it's as if to say "I expect you to do such things you louse why should I give you any thanks?" Well fuck that...the line's been drawn. You treat me like this again and your ass is in for it. I've never done SHIT but be nice to you but I'm the only one that ever get's the punishment when someone pisses you off. I've HAD it! You appologise or you might as well forget having me around to bitch to anymore.
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[08 Feb 2003|12:08pm] |
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First, as I am trying to stay up for ninja turtles dad tells me to go to bed. So I get off the comp, but as I am going to bed dad tells me we're going to my sisters to help them finnish moving INSTEAD of doing the yard sell. Well that ticked me off a little because I was all hyped for the yard sell and already worried about missing TMNT. So I went to bed and set the clock for 10:15. 9:00 dad wakes me up, I come out and mom says to get some warm clothes on.
At the time I ignored it and just took it as her way of telling me to get ready to go to my sister's house. HELL no! Turns out my FUCKING ASS HOLE father decided to make me work outside with him. So, for one of the few times in my life I too was an ass. I made sure to take my time doing inside jobs and eating untill TMNT came on, but mom starting giving me tasks, hence I missed the begining anyhow. I got to watch the second half of it, which calmed me down considerably. Then I went outside and did NOTHING >.< and on top of that we aren't going anywhere today.
Edit: Oh and I found PROOF that of the Ninja Turtles manga at the OFFICAL Ninja Turtles site...so to those few that claimed I was lieing, take this scary transforming, mechanised, stuff and choke yourself with it ^.^ http://www.ninjaturtles.com/comics/manga.htm
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I Am A: Neutral Good Elf Ranger Bard
Alignment:
Neutral Good characters believe in the power of good above all else. They will work to make the world a better place, and will do whatever is necessary to bring that about, whether it goes for or against whatever is considered 'normal'.
Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.
Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.
Secondary Class:
Bards are the entertainers. They sing, dance, and play instruments to make other people happy, and, frequently, make money. They also tend to dabble in magic a bit.
Deity:
Mielikki is the Neutral Good goddess of the forest and autumn. She is also known as the Lady of the Forest, and is the Patron of Rangers. Her followers are devoted to nature, and believe in the positive and outreaching elements of it. They use light armor, and a variety of weapons suitable for hunting, which they are quite skilled at. Mielikki's symbol is a unicorn head.
Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy of NeppyMan (e-mail)
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[28 Jan 2003|11:22pm] |
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Whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooo! I am on a roll this week ^.^ I've finnaly reduced all of the drawings I had to do down to one that I haven't started and a couple I just have to color or ink. My muse(s) are already trying to work up new ideas too -.- Sissy wants me to draw it (or them) for one...and I REALLY want to experiment in the ninja turtles style lately X.x...oh well not much else to say for once...except that I LOATH Rinku(from YuYuHakusho)'s dubbed voice...he sounds TOO much like a girl X.x
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[24 Jan 2003|06:14am] |
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yesterday was my b-day...I fought with my friends, my friends fought with eachother, I got sick....that about sums it up besides the fact I got no dinner.
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| It's time for a new Arashi |
[21 Jan 2003|04:46pm] |
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Last night (errr more like EARRRRLY this morning) a few of my friends convinced me of how badly my relationship with Zeke was affecting me. So with thier encouragement I basically decided to cut him out of my life for a while. I still plan to be his friend and all once I get back in contact with him again, but with me being as screwed up as I am he was the last thing I needed... A guy that was supposed to be on temporary break from me, told me he didn't want me to date anyone, and was cheating on me while he said that. Also it didn't help that he WANTED to date a girl that was at his house about a week ago.
At least he was honest with me about things for the most part, but my mind makes me think things that I know aren't true. In other words I had to cut him out because I really needed to feel loved to the degree that I was clinging on to someone I cared for that obviously wanted much "better" than me. If he wants that damned Lacey of his, more power to him, but when she turns out to be a slut like all of his other former girl friends (excluding me) I hope he sees what he's done to himself and regrets how he treated me (when he was mistreating me anyways) all the more.
I realized though, that some of my problem was that I just needed to set myself free, free from EVERYTHING. This DAMNED house, my 4 years stuck anchored to people that were a negative influince on me, hell I hope not, but maybe even Christina. Releasing myself from Zeke was a suprisingly large chip off of my shoulders. Don't get me wrong, I still feel depressed and such because of all the other fucked up stuff, but now I feel stronger...ready to take on more and not so ready to wish I could just slit my throat and end it all.
It's also one of the few times I've felt like I not only matter to people, but that they really think I can add up to something. They were proud of me, I was proud of myself, I felt loved. Now if I could only take care of the other two HUGE problems that I am lugging around...one that only two other people know about...and the other everyone knows.
Speaking of what everyone knows about...I wish I understood my mother...she and dad are keeping me here and such and she gets so angry with me and says she's "dissapointed with me because I have such potential and I am wasting it." How is it ME that's wasting it and what is this potential she sees in the first place? I dun even see what I should go into...I WANT to go into my art...but am I really good enough to get anywhere with it? *Sigh* Life confuses me...but I won't let it get me down this time! I am the new, improved Arashi! I must not let people walk on me anymore! Not Zeke, not my parents, NO ONE!
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[17 Jan 2003|03:07pm] |
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Ugh...I dunno what's up and what's down anymore...although this is PMS induced, so yeaaaaaah.
Anyhow...I've Zeke, who wants me to move to Arizona, but my paranoid voices grow warier and warier of him all the time. Especaily considering the whole 14 year old girl friend thing and the fact he just had a girl at his house for a week (Same thing he did with me). He says he did nothing with her but of course my paranoid voice isn't one to shut up even with the logic applied that he told me about the 14 year old.
Then there's Masta'M, who I want to move in with but can't because...A) she's in collage B) I don't have money and C) She's got a boy friend and she'll feel ackward because she'll feel that she's neglecting one of us. On top of that she's wanting me to hook up with a friend of her bf's but I can't because...A) I'll probably never beable to visit them B) I don't know what the hell my relationship with Zeke is supposed to be C) he's black and most of my immedeate family, ESPECAILY my dad, is racist... Not only would I want to put a possible bf through that, but if I had kids they'd be ridiculed too and there's NO telling how much worse I'd be treated.
Finnaly there's my friends in California who want me to move in with them. I'd love to but I don't have the money...on top of that mom is quite opposed to it. Since I can't drive I have to have SOMEONE to take me...sigh...life SUX as usual basically X.x
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[16 Jan 2003|11:08am] |
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Things seem pretty good so far today. Woke up early and typed up what was already my third letter to Masta'M's friend. He seems scarily alot like me so far X.x except for being black and being a male. I'm hopeing that the new TMNT cartoon will be good, and if it's good that it'll be on at a good time saturday morning...I looked into the new TMNT stuff and found the daily comic strips ^.^ Not to mention I successfully accomplished a few drawings of a new character (whom I don't know the name of yet...) and a drawing of Arashi's beast form (though it was crappy) last night. I am quite happy with my new character, but I am having troubles getting a full body picture of her drawn...hope, hope, hope X.x I found more personality tests too. YESSS, I am Piccolo!
http://potato.xarph.net/~oa/quiz2/
You are SO Piccolo..
You're Piccolo! Serious, calm, and collected, you're awfully tolerant of people, even though you're not around them too much. You're a loner at heart, and while you do appreciate at least sharing the same space as people, you're not always keen on joining in. Even though you can be very tolerant, a few things -- like stupidity and wackiness -- really set you off. You're too serious, and people will tell you that. That's not to say you're without a sense of humor, though! That just makes it all the more funnier, when you finally do break it out. You are a badass. You are also the blackest anime character EVAR.
http://potato.xarph.net/~oa/quiz/
You are SO Lunch.
You're Lunch! How cute! You're sugar, spice, and everything nice. Sweeter than sugar, actually; you're so nice it hurts, sometimes. Naïve as well! You enjoy helping others, and though you're not the sharpest spoon in the drawer, you try your hardest! You couldn't be mad at ANYONE. …But then… you can be mean, cynical, and downright rude. In an instant, you're selfish, violent, and blow off the handle at every little thing. People get the HFIL out of your way, and with good reason! You can go from 0 to 'bitch' in WELL under 60 seconds. Oh, my!
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